ms. higaron

It has been almost a month since I won Ms. Higaron 2013 but I can still remember how it feels like to have mixed emotions of fear, shyness and doubt in myself. It has been a great adventure for my journey towards self discovery. I have learned to trust myself more and be confident. Nothing is really impossible. All you have to do is prepare yourself physically and mentally and pray to God to guide you and bless you along the way. Do not be afraid of losing because it is part of the game. Take courage! Be brave! Nothing good will come if you won't take chances.

Understanding

Love has its own ways of showing how it works. Today I've worn a smile in my face :) I guess I was wrong, it was just a misunderstanding. Haha! I'm so happy knowing that he still remembers me though he ignored me in text messages still he thought of me in his mind. Ayieee! The reason is he has no load. Yeah' I can accept that, coz me too have none, so were just quits.

This day was total rated A "awesome". It's so nice to feel that you are being loved by someone though YOU CAN'T SEE IT, YOU CAN'T FEEL IT and CAN HERE IT ONLY SELDOM. Well I think that is trust in action. People always mistaken the trust in love but for those who don't, they are lucky.The price of waiting is of great value for those who put in their hundred percent trust into something. Moments will not always be as we wished it would be but it is always for our best. Life may sometimes be tragic and disappointing but we people must bare in mind that those who doesn't get tired of standing up for his self and for those he loves will always have the greater chance of winning the life he wanted to have and most importantly the man he wishes to be.

Life is like the waves in the sea. We don't know where will it stop but we must get going to feel it's worth. <3

Numb Pretender

Lately, I've been thinking.. over-thinking of him to be exact. This past few days he showed no sign of existence at all. I've been wondering why he doesn't try to contact me. He has my cellphone number and we're friends in Facebook but still no "hello's" at all. I'm feeling so pathetic right now knowing that he will never bother waste his time just to send me a single message. I know i'm just a commoner. There is nothing special in me to be liked by someone like him. But why on earth I still hope someday he will notice me? Am I numb or just pretending to be?!

But there is one thing i'm sure and certain about... I miss him :/
(March 29,2013, 2:04am)