Numb Pretender

Lately, I've been thinking.. over-thinking of him to be exact. This past few days he showed no sign of existence at all. I've been wondering why he doesn't try to contact me. He has my cellphone number and we're friends in Facebook but still no "hello's" at all. I'm feeling so pathetic right now knowing that he will never bother waste his time just to send me a single message. I know i'm just a commoner. There is nothing special in me to be liked by someone like him. But why on earth I still hope someday he will notice me? Am I numb or just pretending to be?!

But there is one thing i'm sure and certain about... I miss him :/
(March 29,2013, 2:04am)